The Cosmic Wind (3): The Hollow That Remains - Zhuangzi, Tilopa, and the Sound That Never Left

The Cosmic Wind (3):

The Hollow That Remains - 

Zhuangzi, Tilopa, and the Sound That Never Left

By now, this series has gone considerably farther than anyone intended.

What began as an investigation into flatulence somehow wandered through the Book of Revelation, Taoist alchemy, vagus nerve physiology, the Lamb of God, Jing Hua, thunder beneath Earth, and several concepts that would be difficult to explain to an insurance adjuster.

Naturally, the next question is:

What happens when the wind stops?

This is an unpopular question.

Most spiritual traditions spend a great deal of time discussing movement.

The flow of qi.

The return of life.

The circulation of energy.

The awakening of consciousness.

The opening of channels.

The descent of grace.

The rising of spirit.

Everyone seems very impressed with movement.

Then Zhuangzi arrives and ruins everything.

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The famous imagery appears near the beginning of the Zhuangzi.

A sage sits quietly.

His disciple observes him and becomes concerned.

The man appears strangely absent.

Like a withered tree.

Like cold ashes.

Finally the disciple asks what happened.

The sage replies:

"I have lost me."

This is not the sort of answer that reduces concern.

Naturally the disciple asks for clarification.

The sage responds with one of the most beautiful images in all of Taoism.

The Great Clod breathes.

Wind enters countless hollows.

Trees.

Caves.

Cracks.

Valleys.

Every opening produces its own sound.

Some whistle.

Some roar.

Some sing.

Some groan.

Each hollow responds according to its nature.

When the wind blows, music appears.

When the wind stops, silence returns.

Simple.

Obvious.

Elegant.

And devastating.

Because suddenly an uncomfortable question appears.

What exactly was making the sound?

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Most of us secretly assume the hollow was producing the music.

The hollow certainly seems involved.

Without the hollow there would be no sound.

Yet the sound was never the hollow.

It was the meeting.

Wind and hollow.

Movement and form.

Heaven and Earth.

Hun and Po.

Yang and Yin.

The sound belonged to neither.

It appeared when they met.

It disappeared when they separated.

And yet neither was diminished.

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This creates a peculiar problem for spiritual seekers.

Many of us become fascinated by the music.

We become fascinated by experiences.

Visions.

Insights.

Bliss.

Energy.

Flow states.

Peak moments.

Mystical openings.

We hear the wind singing through our particular hollow and conclude:

"Ah.

This must be me."

Then the wind changes.

Or stops.

And panic begins.

The music is gone.

The sensation is gone.

The certainty is gone.

The inspiration is gone.

And suddenly we feel abandoned.

As if something essential has departed.

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At this point Tilopa appears.

This is unfortunate.

Because Tilopa rarely arrives to provide comfort.

He arrives to remove illusions.

One suspects he would listen patiently to an elaborate explanation about spiritual experiences, energetic phenomena, mystical openings, and altered states of consciousness.

Then he would stare directly into your eyes and ask:

"When the wind stopped, what was lost?"

Not intellectually.

Not philosophically.

Actually.

What was lost?

Sit with that for a moment.

The answer is deeply inconvenient.

Nothing.

The music stopped.

The hollow remained.

The sky remained.

The earth remained.

Awareness remained.

Nothing fundamental departed.

Only movement changed.

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This realization is strangely freeing.

Because it means we do not need to cling to the wind.

Not even the beautiful wind.

Not even the sacred wind.

Not even the cosmic wind.

The purpose of the hollow was never to capture the song.

Its purpose was to remain open.

The song comes.

The song goes.

The openness remains.

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Which brings us, unexpectedly, back to Chapter 11 of the Tao Te Ching.

Thirty spokes converge upon a hub.

The usefulness of the wheel lies in its empty center.

Clay is shaped into a vessel.

The usefulness of the vessel lies in its hollow.

Doors and windows create a room.

The usefulness of the room lies in the space that is not occupied.

Again and again Laozi points toward the same mystery.

The usefulness is not merely the thing.

The usefulness is the openness.

The capacity.

The hollow.

The place where something may occur.

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This is easy to miss in spiritual practice.

We often imagine cultivation as becoming something.

More spiritual.

More awakened.

More pure.

More enlightened.

More developed.

More Yang.

Yet the sages repeatedly point in another direction.

Not accumulation.

Availability.

Not becoming extraordinary.

Becoming open.

The wheel does not spin because it acquires more spokes.

The wheel spins because the center remains empty.

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Perhaps this is why the highest teachings often feel so ordinary.

The infant.

The Lamb.

Thunder beneath Earth.

A valley.

An empty room.

A hollow reed.

Nothing spectacular.

Nothing dramatic.

Nothing that impresses the ego.

Only openness.

Only receptivity.

Only the strange willingness to remain available to life.

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And perhaps this is what the sage meant when he said:

"I have lost me."

Not that a self was destroyed.

Not that personality vanished.

Not that individuality disappeared.

Only that the constant insistence on being the source of the music had relaxed.

The wind was allowed to be wind.

The hollow was allowed to be hollow.

And the universe became free to sing.

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For many years I believed awakening would feel like becoming the wind.

This seemed appropriately mystical.

The poets spoke of soaring.

The mystics spoke of dissolving.

The sages spoke of flowing.

Everyone appeared very impressed with the wind.

Then Zhuangzi ruined everything.

The wind comes.

The wind goes.

The hollows sing.

The hollows fall silent.

Nothing unusual there.

The real mystery is the hollow.

The opening remains before the song.

The opening remains after the song.

The opening remains whether Heaven whispers or roars.

And perhaps awakening is not becoming the wind at all.

Perhaps awakening is discovering the hollow that never needed to move.

Which is deeply reassuring.

Particularly for those of us who have built an entire spiritual article series around gastrointestinal weather patterns.

The wind visits.

The wind departs.

The hollow remains.

And somehow—

that is enough.

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